huh. if you were on prozac and you liked it why did you stop? sounds like you did, i mean. could you go back on?
i do definitley get what you mean about not wanting to worry your husband. I've never been married, but I've felt that way talking to really close friends. From my experience they are often more worried when they found out that you hid it from them afterwards. Like, if you had a close friend that was going through what you are going through now and didn't talk about it but you found out later, wouldn't you be worried? i'm not saying you have to tell your husband, but maybe you'll be surprised. and relationships are give and take; him worrying may be worth it if it helps you. you deserve to feel better.
well that's nice that you are able to talk to someone at all and are able to have that connection. telling her might help get it off your chest at least.
lol, yeah, i noticed your typing is rather hectic ^^ not to be all "doc" or anything, but that's interesting that you are feeling like that. it could very well be just cause you haven't slept a lot, but that sounds a hell of a lot like a hypomanic episode, not sleeping for days, racing thoughts, mood swings. you might want to look into bipolar or bipolar ii (I'm the later so i've had some experience with it ^^ i get to the point where I stutter i'm thinking too fast or i speak so quickly no one understands me). not diagnosing of coure, but maybe you wanna look into it. soz for writing so much. take care!
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