[zowie]

Beth (one of the evil spirits who talks to me) has been interupting my dreams by showing me what she looks like. Her corpse follows me around and breathes on me, making me feel cold.
I've been seeing The Statue again whenever I feel stressed or anxious, it just...watches me. It was the first sign of my 'psychosis' and went away when I was put on meds. Why am I seeing it again?
A big part of me wants to tell me that it's all because I haven't been taking my medication regularly enough, but the rest of me knows that it's all real.
But if it's not real, what am I going to do when they take me off the meds permanantly in a couple of weeks?
I'm so ****ing confused.