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bobbiwibble · 16-07-2009, 04:17 AM

thank you.. am trying to hang in there.. dont think im doing very well

have been on holiday for 2 weeks (with my mum and dad - hated it while i was out there, having only them to talk to and no way of avoiding my dad) just starting to realise how much i miss being out of the country, felt safer. not safe now, have to come to terms again with the fact that theres someone who wants to hurt me. and the fact that i think i might be attention seeking. cant stop posting, cant stop writing and writing, and yet the ranting// venting forum doesnt help at all.. which means i want replies and thats just attention seeking

im saying it before anyone else can

16-07-2009, 04:17 AM	#7
bobbiwibble Just find the time and reach for the bright side Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: Kent, England I am currently:	thank you.. am trying to hang in there.. dont think im doing very well have been on holiday for 2 weeks (with my mum and dad - hated it while i was out there, having only them to talk to and no way of avoiding my dad) just starting to realise how much i miss being out of the country, felt safer. not safe now, have to come to terms again with the fact that theres someone who wants to hurt me. and the fact that i think i might be attention seeking. cant stop posting, cant stop writing and writing, and yet the ranting// venting forum doesnt help at all.. which means i want replies and thats just attention seeking im saying it before anyone else can
	heliotrope-lavender-candytuft-tulip-almond blossom-sycamore Where do you turn when the night turns to singing such sweet melodies and you flash your fin then it's back to the depths where I cannot see you but I built these towers just to honour you.....