I think I understand why you feel bad. I cant quite put my finger on it to describe it in words on here, but I know what it is. Is it to do with control or something? Like you do cutting for control over some part of your life, and you look after your cuts. By having somebody else care for them control is being taken out of your hands. Tell me if I am wrong.
Also, the reason the above said, if that is it?
I guess it might be because it is your private business and it is uncomfortable to have her tending to something so personal. Maybe you could try and see this as a good thing, you could try and see this as a step forward. The very fact that she didnt have a go at you and took the time out to look after your wounds shows that she cares about you. Maybe you could think about talking to her some time in the future?
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Take care xx
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