I just feel so low atm and feel as tho i have no one to talk to about it. I feel like noone cares enough to listen and that noone wants to know. I admit i feel depressed but no i wont go and see a doctor i managed by my self before, i have been free a year on august 2nd and i admit i dont wanna break it but i just feel so worthless and so not wanted, i feel like my own boyfriend doesnt love me anymore and that he would rather b anywhere than with me, and no i dont know the reason why i feel like this, im just sick of everything. Ijust wanna cut its all im thinking about. I just want a new scar. I want to be happy again myu moods keep changing one minute im happy the next i wanna cry and will snap at anyone who is near me. I just dont know anymore. I dont know what the point is. I odnt know what to do
