I've been cutting and feeling depressed for ages and have disordered eating. I've sort of been diagnosed with things before but only by people like a school nurse and school counsellor so I don't think any of it is on my medical records, although the records do have a lot of talk about it.
I hate the doctor's. I hate the place and I've had a panic attack at least the last two times I was there, and when I was there it was very reluctantly. Bad things have happened to do with doctors. I don't like it.
I need some kind of professional help though, I think. If the doctor's is the only place I can go to, I just won't get it.
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