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Diamonds. · 08-07-2009, 09:45 PM

Ok, this is a REALLY big courage and brave step for me. I really mean that. I have only ever told my fiance, Liam, about these thoughts.I find them extremely embarrassing and I feel really stupid having these thoughts.

Right, so, lets start off with the first one. Like i said really embarrassing, so please don't laugh or judge me.

Sharks

Right so, I have an amazing fear of Sharks, like unreal, bad. I have nightmares about them, erm, two really vivid dreams were:

1) I dreamt that I was being stalked by a shark, and it talked to me, and i had to hide from it, and it watched me and talked to me through my mind and it scared me and I kept seeing it.

2) I dreamt my little sister and her friends were in a swimming pool and there was a shark in it, and they had to dodge the shark from eating them ! ):

I cant stand it, I feel like sharks are EVERYWHERE. Like, this is most embarrassing part for me, i think sharks are either going to come out my bath plug or they are swimming around my bed on the floor. Im so embarrassed to say that. But you probably don't understand how much that affects me, how it rules my life, how it takes over me. I cant have a bath anymore.

And for number two:

Snakes

These arent as bad as sharks, i dont dream about them as much. Just I think about them as in, they are in my bed with me or coming out of my toliet, sometimes i darent come out of the toliet.

This is such a pathetic waste of time, but it rules me.

It really does. Sorry. Its ok to laugh.

08-07-2009, 09:45 PM	#1
Diamonds. 04/03/13 <3 Join Date: May 2008 Location: England I am currently:	My thoughts Ok, this is a REALLY big courage and brave step for me. I really mean that. I have only ever told my fiance, Liam, about these thoughts.I find them extremely embarrassing and I feel really stupid having these thoughts. Right, so, lets start off with the first one. Like i said really embarrassing, so please don't laugh or judge me. Sharks Right so, I have an amazing fear of Sharks, like unreal, bad. I have nightmares about them, erm, two really vivid dreams were: 1) I dreamt that I was being stalked by a shark, and it talked to me, and i had to hide from it, and it watched me and talked to me through my mind and it scared me and I kept seeing it. 2) I dreamt my little sister and her friends were in a swimming pool and there was a shark in it, and they had to dodge the shark from eating them ! ): I cant stand it, I feel like sharks are EVERYWHERE. Like, this is most embarrassing part for me, i think sharks are either going to come out my bath plug or they are swimming around my bed on the floor. Im so embarrassed to say that. But you probably don't understand how much that affects me, how it rules my life, how it takes over me. I cant have a bath anymore. And for number two: Snakes These arent as bad as sharks, i dont dream about them as much. Just I think about them as in, they are in my bed with me or coming out of my toliet, sometimes i darent come out of the toliet. This is such a pathetic waste of time, but it rules me. It really does. Sorry. Its ok to laugh.
	thank you, Lily, for saving mummy's life*. You are my one and only, you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight, and you'll be alright.