that sounds very stressful :(
like said above, do you have anyone to talk to about these feelings? it must be hard to do all by yourself.
good job on stopping before!!! and maybe you could use being pregnant for your inspiration as trying to quit again? i know i swap between eating issues and cutting too, so i can understand what you mean. and it is so hard to stop. i know its so hard to feel stuck in a bad patch, but things can only get better right? keep your head to the sky :)
you need to treat yourself with love so you can treat your baby with love too <3
i hope you are ok *hug*
xo
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