You're not an idiot at all. A situation like this is really quite unpleasant for anyone and I think almost everybody would be upset by something like this.
What you need to think about is whether or not they are really worth such drastic action. To want to cut yourself over something like this is natural to a self harmer who deals with emotions in this way, but do you really want to relapse for the sake of 2 people who are being really childish?
You've apologised, you've tried to talk to them. What else can you do? I think maybe you should try and get your head around how you feel about this situation and then move on from it. They may start talking to you again eventually, they may not.
If you don't mind me asking, why did you fall out? There might be a way of resovling the issue, if you really still want to be their friend. xx
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