Thankyou for the hugs and replies, I really appreciate it.
I can see from his point of view, he is doing it because he cares and because he thinks this will make me stop. But he wouldn't listen to me, he shut me down by saying stuff like..."if you cared about us like we do for you, you would stop hurting yourself"...mmm if only it worked like that!
He also said that if the job meant anything to me I would also stop.
I feel like I am up against a wall, he almost cares too much
The pressure to be sh free is over-whelming...
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