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felipe · 05-07-2009, 04:07 PM

During my very difficult childhood, I have had many therapists. Some did actually help me, but in general they did not know what to do with a child like me.
They just transfered my case to another therapist....but no one ever saw through the mascarade. I was so scared that I never had the courage to tell the truth...
Now I am over 18. An adult. Not dependent anymore and I have finally been able to tell my psychologist what has been going on for so many years.....I am so embarrased but I guess it is somewhat of a relieve as well to be finally able to talk it over with someone.
But now this therapist (the first in many years I really feel I can trust) thinks I should consider yet another therapy. Because of the severity of my issues. He is convinced that they are more able to help me than he is. But I trust HIM....not someone else. Have I become too much attached to him? Is he fed up with me? Is the truth too much for him to handle????
I don't know what to do anymore. Should I take this opportunity to recovery (this is how he describes it) or is it just another false hope? Another referal because I am a hopeless case???

PLEASE some advise???

thanks ,
Felipe

(i am not a native english speaker, sorry for mistakes!)

05-07-2009, 04:07 PM	#1
felipe Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Europe I am currently:	scared of seeing yet another therapist During my very difficult childhood, I have had many therapists. Some did actually help me, but in general they did not know what to do with a child like me. They just transfered my case to another therapist....but no one ever saw through the mascarade. I was so scared that I never had the courage to tell the truth... Now I am over 18. An adult. Not dependent anymore and I have finally been able to tell my psychologist what has been going on for so many years.....I am so embarrased but I guess it is somewhat of a relieve as well to be finally able to talk it over with someone. But now this therapist (the first in many years I really feel I can trust) thinks I should consider yet another therapy. Because of the severity of my issues. He is convinced that they are more able to help me than he is. But I trust HIM....not someone else. Have I become too much attached to him? Is he fed up with me? Is the truth too much for him to handle???? I don't know what to do anymore. Should I take this opportunity to recovery (this is how he describes it) or is it just another false hope? Another referal because I am a hopeless case??? PLEASE some advise??? thanks , Felipe (i am not a native english speaker, sorry for mistakes!)