okay, so i've rarely ever been on here so i know a lot of you may not know me. (i know this probably goes in the introduction thingy but just gonna say my names kayla)
anyways... the first thing i need help with is a paper im writing. i want to write it on self injury but i can't think of exactly what to write it on. it has to be argumentative. i was thinking something like how self injury is wrongly stereotyped. but i have no idea. anyone have any ideas?
the second thing is the whole fact that my paper is triggering me and i've already been triggered enough. last week i tried to commit suicide for the 2nd time this year. when i was brought to the hospital (not psychiatric) my mom told me to lie to the doctors. the next day i went to see my pediatrician and shes putting me into a partial hospital program for my anxiety,depression, cutting, and eating disorder. (i've already been in full hospital programs 3 times in the past year) i just can't understand why she would make me do that. wouldnt you think she would want me to tell the truth? i know if my paper is triggering me i shouldnt write it, but i honestly can't think of any ideas that wouldnt trigger me or thats not already being done.
i hate being triggered.
sorry this is long... i kinda felt like ranting