Maybe you could try talking to your friends and family about how you are feeling at the moment? You sound like youre experiencing a really difficult time at the moment, and please try not to go back to how you were. You are perfect as you are, you dont need to try and be any more perfect. As long as you are trying your hardest then there is nothing more anybody can ask from you.
Its good that you can write on here, that should let some feelings out. Do you think you could try talking again- if talking was part of recovery last time?
Feel free to PM if you need.
Take Care.
Shinee.x
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