thx,
think am going to give up on the relationship. it's making me ill.
He's a lovely guy but just caught up in the grips of alcoholism. It's a total nightmare. He has been in hosp many times in the past two years to try and detox.
When i met him in hosp he was sober and it was great. But I can't handle the drunk him. Don't get me wrong, he's not violent. I just can't handle seeing him drunk. My dad drinks a bit you see. It's just too similar.
When he was sober he was saying if he fell off the wagon again his psych might send him to a year long rehab programme. I don't know if it will happen. I hope it happens. he needs help.
I worry cos when he drinks it makes him even more depressed and that's when dangerous things happen.
I guess I don't know what I'm doing.
I'm torn.
I want to help him cos I like him, but I need to look after me too.
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