it's tomorrow, and i'm wearing a sleeveless dress. I have no cardi or anything that i can wear to cover my scars, so EVERYONE will see them.
most people already know i sh, but... idk. i'm scared
and, i'm going to america next thursday and i'll go swimming. in a bikini.
everyone will see my arm AND legs - no one's seen my legs before, and they're nearly all scars now, but i want to cut and i can't because they'll all see.
