I dont know if youd be put in Ayton or Cooks but if it were the Cooks your *definately* better tryin to ge thtough it at home. Youve been to Ayton and thats pretty bad but Cooks is honestly the worst hospital, by far, that ive been in and ive been to 5 (lol). And also last time i was in ayton (Feb) it was full of old people pissing and shittin everywhere it was awful. One of the reasons they ,might not want to admit you right now is that the other patients in there could make you even worse. That happened to me when i was 14. They were gonna put me in the newberry, arranged everything and then changed their mind as the patients in there at the time couuld have made me even worse than i was.
With you being pretty much homeless you could ask to be put in Sunningdale till you get yourself sorted. I was in there for like 4 hours before been transferred and it seemed okay. Rooms were nice-ish and staff seemed okay too. Just an option a bit idfferent to hospital but where you can access help. xx Stay safe honey xx
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