Ricky...
Six years...you've left me to this world's devices. I'm still not over your untimely death. I wish you would have called me, talked to me. The way we always did. Bring a smile between the abuse and obligation to life. I wish you would have held out to see that we weren't trapped the way we thought we were. I can still see you sitting across from me on your mattresses, laughing about things that had happened to us that were...so wrong. I miss you dear....and I still think about you everyday. You're so beautiful. I hope you're at peace... you deserved it.
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