No one understands. I cannot let my mum know about this, and if I go to a psych/councillor/GP, they're going to assume I'm a danger to myself, when I know I am, I REALLY am. But I don't want my mum to be upset for me, it's why I've bottled everything up this far. And if my dad finds out, I'll never be able to get any form of self-esteem back.
|