Ive made two suicide plans, for next week.
Plan number one: I cant see myself doing.
Plan number two: I can do and will probabaly fail and end up blind.
Both involve me going somewhere because boyfriend doesnt want me to try in his house.
Im just to confused with thoughts, voices, depression and i cant see another way out of this mess. If i took meds, i would still have a lot of "psychosocial" problems, so yeah. Im screwed.
I dont know what to do .
Thanks for reading x