You know, i've been reading you for a while and we have spoken on many occasions, and i've often thought of you seeing a medium/psychic - but again, it comes down to your own beliefs. Not everyone is going to agree with what your CPN has suggested - personally, i do, and i think because you're so desperate for help it wouldn't hurt to give it a go, i mean, what have you got to lose?
It's very possible Ariel is actually a spirit guide - i don't want people to start thinking i'm crackers, but i'm very much into the afterlife/psychic/mediumship out there. However, i do think you confuse Ariel with the negative voices which could very well be a negative spirit which has attached itself to you.
I get 2 psychic magazines each month (they only come out once a month) and read them throughly from front to back. I remember a woman who was plagued with depression for 3 years until a friend of hers suggested going to a spiritualist church - after going on a regular basis, she branched out to see a healer, and she said she'd never felt more alive.
It's very possible you do have psychic abilities. I often wonder (from my personal view) about people who hear voices whether it IS medical/psychiatric, or whether it is something psychic - we all have it in us, but some of us are more open minded than others. I've been told by a psychic that my third eye chakra is very open which means i do have psychic abilities, and a very good friend on here Irene (Morrigan) often comments on how i predict things, for instance, we may not have spoken for several days, but i'll suddenly email her without warning giving her a hug and telling her i'm here for her because i emotionally pick up on the fact that she's feeling sh*t. She finds it weird how i know things before they happen..like, she came to visit me not so long ago and turned up randomly, and i sensed she was going to do that before she even arrived - she was trying to surprise me but i just sensed it.
It truely does come down to what peoples beliefs are. You will get a mixed bunch of replies here..some saying what a load of bollocks, others saying go for it. It's a bit like a religion i guess, if you don't believe in something you don't believe in it, but if you do, you do. I believe that there's more out there and i believe it's in everyone - but not everyone openly accepts that. Some people are more open (like i believe you are) to spirits, and it shouldn't be ruled out that someone negative has attached itself to you.
As i said before - you've exhausted most options, so why not give it a try?
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