You are not an attention seeker you are just struggling and needing attention is not a bad thing anyway because everyone needs some love and attentions sometimes but if you have od'd you need to get checked out. I know its scary but you need to make sure you are physically ok.
You did a really brave thing going to CAMHS, it shows how strong you are, don't give up. Speak to your doctor they may be able to get you a bit higher on the list.
Don't think of it as two months just take it one day at a time, it will go quick if you try and keep yourself busy but first things frist you need to go to hospital or your doctor.
Take care of yourself love
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