i have tried most of them things but none of them work, it feels like SH is the only way to solve these problems beause nothing else helps me the way SH does which is a problem. i think in this case it isnt me not being strong enough anymore because i have proved to myself that if i wanted to then i could stop but then maybe i dont want to stop, yes ill admit it has ruined my life but at the same time it has helped me stay alive (hope that makes sense) i need to cut to help me but i know that if i cut ill end up at square 1 again and i dont want it like it used to be but if i cut i wont b able to control it like i cud b4
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