i think that often when we've been bullied in the past we can become sensitive to similar behaviors... for example I cannot cope with people whispering or laughing, I get convinced they are whispering or laughing about me... maybe your experiences of people in the street are similar?
have youspoken to a doctor about yor weight? with your mention of laxitive abuse it's obviously something that's bothering you... I know that polyclastic ovaries makes loosing weight very hard and the dystonia (I knew what that was too :P I was runnign a campaign a few weeks ago during dystonia awareness week in Aberdeen for it) makes exercising complicated, but there still may be something that they can do.
however... it may be in part a self-esteem issue? especially as you mentioned binging, maybe the first point to work on is your self-esteem and assertiveness?
do you have any offline support at all? for the past abuse and bullying especially?
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