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bloated from meds want to SCREAM
saw myself in a pic and my face is totally distorated all bloated
there is no structure to it i look ugly as sin
i hate myself i want to die
i tried on clothes today i couldnt find anything to fit and the thing is im eating NOTHING
i swear and i have cut down on all the beer and everything
im eating all salads every day thats all nothing else for the past three weeks to a month and im still getting fatter
im on 100 mg seroquel and 300 mg solian noct
im so depressed i was so beautiful b4 honestly was so slim and had love;y clothes and loooked really well
i hate myself so much now
im thinking of stopping taking the meds its been three years now and im bound to be alright i ahd two physchotic episodes three years ago but wouldnt you think id be alright now
i cant take it anymore im huge honestly im not at all like the way i was
ppl dont even know me on he street
im so embaressed
id appreciate any comments
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