i was in from thursday till just after midnight on the saturday.
i couldn't stand it, i cant see it helping anyone tbh.
they reccomended staying at least a week.
i do see my gp every 4 weeks for sicknotes.
and my gp's are tossers, and dont help.
my first suicide attempt (in years) was feb. i got an assessment with a cpn end of march.
nothings been done, and i've not improved, infact the exact opposite, i didn't think it was possible to get worse but i'm at an all time low really, im really struggling.
i dont know what i expect them to do, i dont like the sound of meds, but if they'd help, even slightly i'd take em, i dont have anyone to talk to, just assessments, again i dont reckon talking will help, but i'd try.
i dunno
just annoyed really
i mean i dont actualy care for myself
but i feel sorry for anyone whos struggling as much as me who deserves the help, &someone who isnt as useless as me when it comes to making a suicide attempt successfull, cos there really isnt the help people need obviously.
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