you're not failing anyone.
i'm sorry you're scared about the psychologist, but i hope you're not too scared to go back and talk to him because it soudns liek you coudl get somewhere with him.
i'm sorry things feel out of control too *hugs* just try to keep going best you can.
thinsg are so hard for you but you're taking steps forward even so and that's great, you're an inspiration :)
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