oh, sweetie *huggles lots*
you are far from pathetic - you have been incredibly brave to get the tests done at all, and you are accepting help. I know it is hard, and no one expects you to just stop taking the pills. I think they know you are most likely still taking them, so they should take that into account.
Yes, it would be nice if you could cut down the number you took, or stop taking them, but I know how hard that can be to think of, let alone do.
Can you talk to your psych or therapists about ways they can help with this at all?
Do you know when you will hear back re the results?
*Hugs* sorry, my brain is all over the place and I can not think of anything else to say, just, you know *hug*
Roiben x
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