I'm really very sorry that this happened to you Laura - it sounded like such a huge effort for you to even think about going out to meet this friend, and her ignoring you / cancelling on you has obviously really destabilised things inside for you .... and I know you were already feeling rather fragile.
I also hope that you are able to get hold of your GP- but if not, dont lose hope!
There will always be other people you can call ... even if you have to call a helpline or something ... and often just hearing a caring voice and knowing that there is a world going on outside of the overwhelming emotions that you are experiencing, can sometimes be that thing that make all the difference!
Hang in there Laura .... people are thinking of you and wishing you strength and peace of mind.
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