If this is causing you a problem hun it's best to go to your GP and talk through the problem.
I know that's very scary but you deserve support for how you feel. Do you think you could write out what you're worrying about and give it to your GP? It might be easier and less scary for you. I was very scared that I wouldn't be able to explain clearly what I was experiencing and some things would be left unsaid. Getting everything written down means your GP can get a clearer picture of what's going on.
As for what's wrong? I don't think anyone here can really say love. Mood problems can be triggered by many things and anyone who says "well it sounds like..." will be misdirecting you as none of us are professionals and there could be a lot more going on underneath. The important thing is whatever the cause you are feeling and experiencing this and deserve support.
I hope you can pluck up the courage to see your GP hun, stay safe
Xxxx
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