yer i am already on a waiting list for referal to a psychiatrist about my ED so i wasnt sure if i should wait for that or try again...?
my boyfriend knows some of it, he knows about a small extent of the physical abuse and he knows i slept with him and that i didnt really want to, but when i told him i was having flashbacks he told me not to dwell on it as i was safe now. which didnt really help and i didnt see much use in telling him.
im meant to be going to his tonight and im actually quite anxious about it, its silly really. it will probs be fine. but if its not then....
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