Im getting these teribble periods of aggression, where everything just bubbles up and i start hitting things and screaming at anyone in sight! i know it doesnt sound weird but i keep on just shouting and hitting my brother and i enjoy it! Its like i get some perverse pleaure out of it! I also just had a massive episode with my mum and i ended up shoving her, which i would never normally do! so now she is really annoyed with me! its just really horrible because i cant control it! i have all these emotions at the moment which i just cant control and its really taking its toll on me and my family and im just worried it will start to effect my friendships too soon
