OMG!
so glad i just read all this.
i could have written nearly all of these replies...i thought i was just some kind of mega stalker...
ahhh soooo relieved that its not just me
i have done this so many times...just become obsessed with people...i have to try really hard not to constantly talk about them, play out convos in my head, look out for them wherever i go, feel safe whenever we're in the same room, get and insanly intense pang of jealousy whenever they do anything helpful for anyone else....god it sounds so pathetic....but i've done it to a fair few people....
this thread has made me feel alot better about it.
i guess its kinda coz i find telling people stuff really hard, so as soon as someone knows somehting (ie. SI or whatever) i just want them to know everything....and if someone helps me in one way then i convince myself they have to power to magically fix all my problems.....
hmmm
wierd....atleast im not alone though lol :P
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