I've planned it all. It's all going to f*cking pot. Now my mother will be up all night as she slept during the day which means getting out of a 2 bedroomed small bungalow will be impossible without being noticed.
Now they KNOW something is wrong. And i just can't f*cking figure out how to get around it.
Everythings written out..the letter to them, my funeral plans, my bags packed, i've had a bath and hairwash ready and..oh no, i don't know what to do.
I could wait until they go to work at 5.15am. THEN go.
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