i defended a very naughty person in court :'( and then ruined someone elses funeral because i didnt know whos side i was supposed to be on.
i mess with patrick and goad him until he hits me and then cry when it hurts
i lie to my mummy and daddy all the time and sometimes i steal money from her purse to buy tabacco and alcohol
im a dirty little slut and i killed patricks baby when it was the only thing he'd ever wanted. once when we argued i told him it wasnt his baby and it destroyed him. it probably wasnt. it was probably the bad man's baby. but really it was patrick's, if that makes sense. it hurt him so much when i said that.
i used to want to be clean but now i just lie in bed and dont do anything
ive got dirt under my fingernails now so i cant be upset about being dirty can i? i cant deny it either.
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