Hey hun,
If i remember correctly from your previous posts you have a BPD diagnosis? Correct me if i'm wrong, obviously!
But there are other mental illnesses that can cause feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness and sadness that aren't 'depression'.
You really do need to speak to one of your professionals and ask them where you stand with your diagnosis and explain to them how you are feeling. You could even copy out your post and show it to them because it makes a lot of sense.
Take care
xx
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