I kinda don't wanna go to the doctor again cause I've been going there too much, have been sick 2 times in like 5 weeks and still not feeling good, am scared they will think I'm just doing it for attention.
Also they're kinda lost too, I've been at the doc's for this at least 3 times allready in the past few years, last time stating I really couldn't do it alone and that situations would get dangerous (health-wise cause I can't take care of me when things are really bad and tend to SH too) if I didn't get help (not in a threathening or ranting way, just straight-to-the-point, these are the facts)
Asking for help is a big step for me anyway cause I've been badly abused by some who were supposed to help me. But it's really unworkable now, I simply can't live like this, though I'm trying to stay in one, undamaged piece as much as possible.
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