I can honestly say that I have no idea if I've stopped for good or not. And that's after more than 2 years of not doing anything. It's always in the back of my mind when I'm upset, especially recently as literally everything I thought was secure and unmoveable has been shattered. I've still not done anything but I've been very tempted. So I really don't know that I am 'free' from it.
Sorry for the long reply, I go off on one sometimes :)
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