hi reallifetime... in an effort to be helpful i hope its ok if i suggest that you find a professional to talk to about this if you feel ok enough to do so. i can relate to not wanting to if that's the case. my concern is that getting some kind of 'diagnosis' through a forum on the web could be as damaging as much as helpful in the way that with best intentions, misinterpreting what's going on for you could lead you down a road that may be confusing and misleading, and i'd hate for that to happen. so... do you have a doctor that you trust enough to ask for a referral for an assessment (cos if you do that, lots of helpful things could come your way)?
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