I already see a psychologist after an OD I took to try and end everything, I have to see her but she's ok so I don't really mind. I'm not sure whether to mention it to her or not, because if I'm already seeing a psychologist the next thing would probably be meds wouldn't it? And I'm scared of side affects from things like that.
There's always been something up, but recently I can't seem to feel anything but hopelessness. I don't really have emotions nowdays, I know it sounds odd but it's like when something happens, then I just stand there thinking "Right, I should be feeling happy/sad/angry/embarrassed about this" but I just stand there and don't really feel anything about it, like it doesn't affect me. I get angry sometimes, but that's about the only emotion I ever feel.
I just want to sleep now too, because the more time I spend sleeping the less time I spend thinking.
Do you think it's worth going to the doctors considering I already see a psychologist, or should I just mention my concerns to her?
Thanks
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