hun touch isnt a bad thing and i know it can seem like it sometimes and maybe you are asexual but maybe your not but in the end of the day it doesnt really matter all that matters is that you feel safe and that will feel comfortable in what you do and if you feel safe and somfortable then its ok no matter what type of sexual group you fall under. i know its hard to not know whats going on in your thought process but sometimes things just cant be explained and i know thats not very comforting but its the truth. maybe you should try and explain it to you GF it might help. and personally i would rather someone had the thought process i think your sweet and want to have sex with you than the i think your fit and want to have sex with you. try and talk it out with her it may help.
pm me if you need anything.
*safe hugs*
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