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What does this sound like?
I have so many weird symptoms, but I had no idea what they belong to. Though I am going to a psychiatrist to go get diagnosed, I'd like to know what you guys think this might be.
Here are my symptoms:
- Hearing voices; They constantly reprimand me and tell me everything is my fault, that no one likes me, etc.
- Visual hallucinations (seeing demons and monsters)
- Confused, disorganized thinking. Sometimes I can't understand what I'm thinking.
- Racing thoughts
- Delusions. I didn't know I was delusional at the time they occurred, but did whenever the "episode" ended.
- I'm incredibly emotional. I can be happy one minute and completely hysterical the next. There are times when everything seems completely right, but something small like the wind blowing the wrong way can cause me to go into a fit of rage.
- Manic episodes. These last less than a few hours.
- Lots of panic attacks. 7-15 a day.
- Paranoia
- Apparently catatonic episodes. If something distresses me enough I just freeze in place and disassociate. Sometimes its not really staying in one place. I could pace back and forth for hours at a time, or until the stress resolves itself.
So what does this sound like? Am I going crazy or something?
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