I don't know how you decide to recover because although I seem to be constantly "trying", I always know that it won't work and I'll end up at crisis point again.
I'm not sure you need to commit 100% because everyone has that fear of recovery anyway.
My problem is that I can't see myself being different and therefore can't actually see myself "recovering".
Do you want to have a life different from the one you have? Even if it is just a little more controlled? If you could try something like that rather than thinking of complete recovery.
Not sure if that makes sense.
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