i wonder partially if telling your psychiatrist about being sexually abused and raped has exacerbated your psychosis a little. because talking about such things is likely to raise your anxiety levels and make the psychotic experiences worse. i think telling your psychiatrist was a very brave thing to do, and i'm not surprised you're feeling more hunted.
the feeling of being raped sounds like a flashback. people with PTSD can have "tactile hallucinations" - the feeling of things that aren't really there. it's terrifyingly scary.
i agree with the others, make sure you have as much support as you can.
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