[freyachops]

Hey,

For a while I have suffered from anorexia and go through phases when I want nothing more than to get better and phases when it still has a huge hold on me, I can't remember the last time I went out with the intention of buying food specifically to binge on, in the past these sort of foods would have put the fear of God in me. This morning though I scared myself. I couldn't stop eating them and have seemed to spend the rest of the day purging and i normally I have control over what I eat because I have always hated being sick.

I don't know if I should tell my parents or if it was just a one off.
Freya