[controlfreak110]

last night i was ready to do it. my dad was too tired to take me to go get my meds so i was going to walk to the store and get them myself, even though it was almost eleven at night. i figured why not just go somewhere and take them all and/or cut while i was at it. i got everything together, all the meds i had at home along with a couple razors. i started walking down the driveway when my sister bf offered to give me a ride. i told him that it was ok and i'd just walk. he kept telling me to just get in the car and he would take me. so i did. he kept me from killing myself, at least last night.