Great. Laura's back into the habit of blackmailing people by threatening to harm me in front of them, or just threatening them with it to get her way
Why do people give in to her? I'm not strong enough to deal with this. seeing other people hurt. She makes them do things they don't want, she'll never physically make them but she blackmails them and threatens them and plays mind games til she get what she wants.
I don't want people hurt. i'd rather she cut me. I don't care how deep. I don't care anymore. I just don't wnat other people to be hurt because of my weakness and inability to control my dissociations. This is making me feel like total ****. She blames me for letting all those things happen.
On another topic, it's been really quiet in here lately. anybody heard from ash(bleeding black) lately? I hope the hospitals helping him.
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