Its not that I want to stop work, in fact so far I've been desperately hanging on to stay working but now my 2 weeks easter hols are over I'm startign to wonder if I will be like i was before the holiday, i was struggling so much to cope and things at work are about to get really busy, anyway it doesnt matter I've decided to see how things go and hope for the best.
I don't know what the services ive been refered to are, basically i have to wait and see them for assessment first to see if im suitable, i don't know i just felt really rubbish about that whole thing, im ok now, im just going to see what happens but tbh im not bothered anymore.
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