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Steel Maiden · 13-04-2009, 08:36 PM

Hi Arwen,
Thank you for your post.
I am thinking of calling crisis but I don't think they can do anything so I will wait until Wednesday when I see my psychologist and I will come armed with a letter and I will tell her what is going on.
I am afraid that tonight I have to do something to myself. I will try to drink less but I will have to make myself bleed, They keep saying that with my bleeding disorder, it will be easy to get a blood pool forming.
I am trying though. I mean, They want me to do the Tasks and I haven't done any of them...yet. I don't want to OD properly...too scared. But I might OD a medium amount on a drug I know just causes crazy brain symptoms but last time I took the OD they gave me some fluids and sent me home for my body to eliminate the OD naturally.
Thank you so much though Arwen.
I will try not to go too far, as as you said, the implications are high.
But tonight is mandatory. Its for my own safety ironically enough; They will do something terrible if I don't do what They say tonight.
They've been doing sick things to me in my sleep...I wake up with bruises on my thighs that I don't know where they came from...its sick. They are sick.
Sorry.
- Olympia

13-04-2009, 08:36 PM	#10
Steel Maiden There is no place like 127.0.0.1 Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: London	Hi Arwen, Thank you for your post. I am thinking of calling crisis but I don't think they can do anything so I will wait until Wednesday when I see my psychologist and I will come armed with a letter and I will tell her what is going on. I am afraid that tonight I have to do something to myself. I will try to drink less but I will have to make myself bleed, They keep saying that with my bleeding disorder, it will be easy to get a blood pool forming. I am trying though. I mean, They want me to do the Tasks and I haven't done any of them...yet. I don't want to OD properly...too scared. But I might OD a medium amount on a drug I know just causes crazy brain symptoms but last time I took the OD they gave me some fluids and sent me home for my body to eliminate the OD naturally. Thank you so much though Arwen. I will try not to go too far, as as you said, the implications are high. But tonight is mandatory. Its for my own safety ironically enough; They will do something terrible if I don't do what They say tonight. They've been doing sick things to me in my sleep...I wake up with bruises on my thighs that I don't know where they came from...its sick. They are sick. Sorry. - Olympia
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