yup, i totally do think it is a life sentance, i have struggled with this since i was 13 and wasnt that happy before then. im 25 now so it is half my life and i dont remember much before that. admitidly i aint doing great at the mo, lots of changes going on that i cant cope with, so maybe if i was feeling a little better i would have a different view on things....but i can always see it being part of life, my scars will be a constant reminder!
anyway my hope its that all this crap will make me stronger and someday i will be allowed the life with the hubby and children that i crave and be happy.....but who knows some of us arent that lucky!
xx
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