Okay... I'm REALLY scared to say this... but... sometimes, I wish I DID have an ED, because then I could possibly look pretty and be thin enough for the things I want to do with my life...
but I can't do that because I can't just not eat, and if I lost my singing voice, I'd completely lose my mind...
It's just that I am not going to be beautiful enough for Broadway, and I'm not going to be pretty enough for producing music, and (in the short term) I'm going to be waaaay too big and heavy to make the cheerleading squad for next year... and I wish I could...
*sigh*
And now I feel like an idiot for WANTING to be sick...
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